happy to b here

很久没有写blog了。Haiz..最近都很忙，忙得有点透不过气。刚从中国回来，只休息一天又要开工了。接下来要搬新的office。忙着收拾，打扫，搬箱子，桌子，橱和真理store..Haiz..我就快要崩溃了啦！忙完这，还要到店里帮忙。我还以为可以休息，真没想到..每次到店里都没怎么忙，还要我这个大忙人来帮忙，简直就是浪费我宝贵的时间！！！虽然我每天都在忙碌中（可说是没有时间流给自己，因为我的时间都被公司占有了），但还是会一些事情令我去烦，头痛.. 每个人应该都会有跟我拥有同样的烦恼吧！要不是金钱，就是感情的问题..认同吧？对于不大认识我的朋友会任为，“不会吧！秋瑾会为情所困？不可能发生啦！”没错！我的确会！在别人的影响中，我是个女强人，但不要忘记，不管那个人有多坚强，多傲慢，都会有脆弱的一面！就在这个时候，我们就需要某些人的安慰。我现在人在国外，跟我最要好的朋友不在身边，的确是难受，不能像以往那样跟她诉苦。但自从我进入这间公司以来，我只有跟一位中国同事很聊得来（虽然每次都要讲正统的华语，的确是让我头痛，但至少可以帮助休整我的发音）所以只有她能帮助我和给我意见和想法。最近我为情而烦，很多朋友都对我反复说了同一句话，说我可以找到跟好的，他不要我是他的损失，因为以我的条件我没必要去烦这些。说是如此，但我还是放不开。前天，我的同事得知她的前男友前男友找到了新的女友，她很伤心也留下了眼泪。虽然我知道是她提出分手，但毕竟他们都在一起5年了，拥有过美好的回忆。俗语说：不管时间长久，只在乎曾经拥有，但在这里我想补充，不管人有多么的大方，都会有自私的一面，尤其是对感情方面！总而言之，爱情会让人反常，让人感觉得甜蜜，傻呼呼，让人痛苦，烦恼和折磨！！！

I thought today will be a bad day…because I still need to go
out for doing survey…you know public holiday leh…still need to work…haiz…terrible…but I
never think about got friend ask me go out leh…was my secondary friend some
more…really happy…Do you believe? We chat from 5.30pm until 12am..haha…change 3
places to have drink…

Every time I heard the train coming sound…I hope that I’m sitting inside…on the way back to my country…my home…It reminds me a lot of things…1^st time took train was during my Form 3 school holidays with my family to Singapore…2^nd time was I took train to come over to interview my job…3^rd time…my dad accompany me to come over here…to fix up the place I stay..4^th…I go back to celebrate Chinese New Year…

My office desk is placed next to the window…which I can heard clearly the train…twice a day…if I work until very late…then I’ll heard it three times…How about on my off days? I also can hear it…because I just stay near to the railway station at Tanjong Pagar…I can see the station clearly through my room’s windows…It really make me feel an irresistible impulse to go back… I hope that I can go back right away…not taking train…but plane… so that I can see my parent, bro, sis and also friends… I really can’t wait until next year Chinese New Year…even though this September…but I’m planning to go back on mid of May…

English movie I recommend…

Guess what…haha..“diao jia”? No la…

Ok, ok…I tell you la.. there are Changeling and The Curious Case of Benjamin Button..

It were very nice when you first time you watch it..

It is very different from the others movies that I had watched.. Don’t believe it?

Ok.. Let me tell you about the synopsis..

Changeling

Is about a mother (Christine Collins -Angelina Jolie) who lost her son and trying find it back. When the police found his son, she was unacceptable… Because that is not her son although the kid said he is Walter Collins and also the address of his house… She trying hard to ask the police continue find her son but the police ignore it and said the case already close.. Christine still going up and then she make the police embarrassing and send her to psychopathic ward.. When she was rescue from there.. She still never give up on searching for her son..

The Curious of Benjamin Button

This is a amazing story.. it is about a main character- Benjamin Buttons was born like a 80 years old man. He was been dump by his father and a African husband and wife adopt him. They thought he can’t survive for long period but is absolutely amazing that if Benjamin getting older, he will look younger… really incredible…

Today don’t know what is going on…i wake up in the morning, wash up, doing housework a

nd then do report…afternoon cook for my lunch… nothing special just tom yam sup+ noodle+ egg +vegetables… in the evening, watching, webcam with my mom an

d someone… talking about this…bf…what is the purposely to have a bf? Really don’t know…haiz…never mind…but right now…I feel like wanted to give myse

lf drunk…don’t know why…feel like something unhappy…my heart feel something weird…want to cry…the conclusion is I really want to give myself get

drunk…

On Friday, I went to Tampinese 1-new shopping mall which just open on Thursday… I went there is purposely want to go for survey…but you won’t know…how many people at there…you sure won’t believe your eyes…It is very traffic at there…is really hard to get in there…you wan to take escalator also need to queue up…hard to believe? But is it true…I also hard to believe it…I come to the 2^nd, , 3^rd,4^th,5^thfloor…still the same…there is no way to cut off…I came to 2^nd floor…that’s weird…how come so many people at here? No moving at all…and need the mall send few helpers to give direction? O…is the Uni QLO- the Japan no.1 selling tees is open at here…all the people are queuing all the way long until to the toilet there…Siao! Singaporean really scare kia su leh…

Hohoho~ Merry Christmas!!! but this is not i want to talk about.. I still need to work until 8pm! But guess what.. i’m going to meet my friend..my “ji mui”..she is coming to Singapore to play..and we are going to meet at Vivo city(since i’m working at Harbourfront center–just next to the Vivo City)..i feel very happy leh.. when i was working..i’m too excited and can’t wait the time pass faster and faster..so we can meet each other..

YES! 8pm..times up! i take my bag and open it..take out my hand phone to check whether got message or missed call..yup! there is..I’m feel bit scare to read it because  scare to be disappointed..but nop! she is coming to find me and ask me where is my outlet..but i think is too late to reply this message..i called her and we are going to meet at the roof top beside the Christmas tree..

when we met, we really crazy..we give each other a big hug! like “ang mo” did..haha.. then she introduce her brothers to me and then we go find some place to have dinner..after dinner..go Starbuck..to chit chat..really can’t stop talking la..i had never have such a long talk with someone familiar for 2 1/2 months at Singapore..2 hours really not enough for me..really!

“me and hh..

Today is the 2^ndday I work in the office. I got a notice that I today need to attend a “读书会” at 9a.m. to avoid be late, I rather to wakeup early and arrived there 30 minutes earlier. I thought I can continue my job and can finish all the tasks that my Admin manager gave me. Unfortunately, I can’t sign in..Haiz..waste my time to doing nothing..

In the “读书会” they are talking about how to beyond ourselves. Then the person who read this book will question one by one about how do we against the problem when we face it.

After the talk, my Design and Marketing manager and me have a talk as well, is about my future in this company-IORA and the way I’ll going through. She wants to train me as a purchase designer. Something like my previous job..Haiz..is it I predestined to work for that. What did she told me is because I care (细心) on my work. She said from my report that I pass up to her, she will know that. But I don’t know I should be proud or sad, because I need to take longer time to be success or to be a real designer( because I haven’t start to do a design for them) .

* Haiz..tomorow need to wake up at 6am..because have a photo shooting for our company catalogs or poster at 8am..

today i went to Jurong Point at Boon Lay..that’s one of the largest suburban mall in Singapore. Since i had never been there before, so i went to new building and also the old building..something like 1 Utama in Malaysia la..there is all sales for the outlet which located under the new building..they are promoting and asking the customers to join their member.. benefit: 10% discount for the next purchase and 20% for the birthday week..at here really like to promote member card and i notice that everyone have a lot of cards in their wallet..no matter is credit cards,ATM card,nets,member’s card, and also u never thought- food court’s card!!! with these cards,you’ll get discount! it’s good..can save money..but also will encourage you to buy more..

2nd happinesses..

i received a message from my manager.. the message is  tomorrow I’m going to work in the office..Hurray! that’s the moment I’m waiting for a long time..too happy la…